They can mow down the flowers...

I still have crooked knees. 
I bought myself fisheye lens to fit my G7. 
I like to spend time in my room, under the duvet, reading a book or watching a movie.
I spend 10 minutes everyday using the gymball.
I cook my own rice. I make my own bed.
I love spending time in book/DVD stores.
I am still single.
 
 

I walked alone yesterday. When the sun was deep asleep and dreaming about the moon. I looked around the streets of a strange city. I was lost.

I looked around, spotting a friendly face. The clock strucked midnight. The night was cold but I didn't feel it anymore. I was anxious. The sense of security was absent. I thought of calling you, across the globe.

I needed a familiar voice. Mother? The ringing continued.

I stopped a girl whom I saw she was with a paper in her hand. Maybe she was lost too, and that paper she's holding might be a map. I was right. She almost reached her destination so she passed me her map.

I took the map, looked around and started finding my way home..

wet cheeks and tired feet.

I accidentally forwarded my email from my dad to Kak Nads and she was really entertained with the emails attached with it that I sent to my father.

I mean, yea. I'm the middle child with the middle child syndrome. I am generally known as daddy's girl. I used the word "Kak Nads has been bugging me for details..etc etc" Hahaha. I'm quite embarrassed with myself after having her read what I wrote. Hahaha.

In all honesty, I was just plain whinning a little to my father about the tshirts. How desperately I need them for the kids. I luvv these kids. They're special to me. Eventhough I'm here now, I try to keep in touch. How I wish I had called each and everyone of them before I left. I feel really bad now, thinking about it.

I will be meeting Mia in short while. We will be having our gossip/screaming sessions. Both of us are not fasting at the moment, say what you wish. Heh.

feet

Since I'm pretty much the person with a camera, so the only pictures of me will be my feet. Haha. Ryuu's too precious that I won't allow anyone else to handle it unless it's Encik Tripod.

Bumped into Izian on my way out of the deputy hall manager's room. We went scouting for banks to open our accounts. Barclays looks very accommodating. HSBC has little concern for international students, seriously. Plus the charge us 5 pounds monthly for a passport account, the only option we have if we open an account with HSBC. Izian suggested Natwest. Personally I'm just looking for a bank that could clear my cheque in four days as normal procedure. I'm really lacking of cash in hand. Pooh. 

eg

Meet Izian or Eg for short. He's 18 and very boyish.

It's very easy to get around London.

All hail the public transport! 

If you could eat only 3 foods for the rest of your life, what would they be?
Submitted by formance

Home-made meatballs, asam laksa and grapefruit.

I'll be back, I promise.

With digital memories and corny captions to fill up this space.

I promise.

Sometimes I wonder why I even bother, carving memories of us together when every effort I put instantly disappears with me. When I am absent, all bad thoughts come to your minds and the good ones just vanish into thin air. Like it never took place.

Why I choose to bear every piercing word you throw at me and never utter a single argument back. Sometimes I wonder is it always my fault, why don't I try harder. Sometimes I wonder, what do I mean to you, am I your close friend, am I your best friend, am I just someone who still happens to be around?

Sometimes I wonder, should I be completely frank, will you be able to handle the truth. Will it bind us stronger than we were, or just set us apart? Learning the truth doesn't mean you can decide for me because I know how to decide for myself.

Sometimes I take the easy way out and move on. Forgive and forget. Be patient the very one time I decide to explode.

Sometimes I wonder, will you ever understand me? Will you be around enough to hear my worries and to help solve my problems?

I learn the answers through experience. I learn that, never expect anything from anyone. Yet again.